[tmtranscripts] Fwd: Lightline Teleconference - Adjuster Series - 10-10-07

Tom Newbill t.oldbill at gmail.com
Mon Nov 8 21:43:04 PST 2010

>> Subject: Lightline Teleconference - Adjuster Series - 2010-10-07
>> Teacher: Spectrum, Inner Voice, Michael, Matthew
>> T/R: Michael DiMattia, Mark Rogers
>> Prayer: [Mike] Dear Father and Mother, our Divine Parents, we are
>> humbled before you, we are grateful for this opportunity to come
>> together again as a family, as a group longing to enhance our
>> perceptions, to expand our minds, to put forth our intention, and
>> to enhance the values that we feel in spirit. We know that you
>> already know our inner longings and although this is in a way, a
>> formality to focus our intention, we would take this opportunity to
>> ask you to pray for those in darkness, for those that may not see
>> the light and may feel alone, that our circuit here tonight may
>> serve those, may reach those, in one way or another. So we invite
>> spirit to step forward and we wish, we hope, and we pray that our
>> will is in alignment with the Father's will.
>> Spectrum: [Mike] Good evening tonight, this is Spectrum. For those
>> of you who do not know me, I am the Adjuster of Mike. He has named
>> me so as he perceives [the] fragmentation of light. For him, naming
>> me is one of comfort, as was stated before, and I gladly and
>> lovingly accept this [name] for I seek personality as he so
>> willingly seeks truth and what the the Urantia Book would call
>> "autorevelation" as my bestowal of truth upon him, just as your
>> Adjuster's seek to bestow truth upon you.
>> Truth is a difficult concept to define, especially among mortals.
>> So often one seeks for truth in a very definitive way. But I am
>> here to tell you now that truth is not so defined as such, it is
>> not static. It is only objective to the First Source and Center,
>> the Universal Father. In Him truth is an absolute, but even in the
>> highest beings of Paradise, just as to the lowest beings of
>> personality, truth is dynamic, it is fluctuating, it is flowing, it
>> is something artistic, that which is reveled to you as you grow. It
>> is something that should not be disheartening to you to discover,
>> that perhaps truth is but a reflection of your understanding. But
>> make no mistake that this reflection that you perceive is for you
>> at that moment.
>> Always remember as you seek for truth, that you will receive what
>> you are capable of comprehending. This is not merely an
>> intellectual comprehension, this comprehension far transcends that
>> of your mind function. When truth is spoken to you it is also
>> spoken to your soul for your soul is not some static entity, it is
>> not a piece of clay being added to, it is dynamic and alive. It
>> speaks for you when you have not the words to speak, it is truly as
>> a child. Such a child grows, it learns from you in association with
>> your Adjuster, with me, and with your divine parents.
>> Many mortals fall into a misconception that their Adjuster is
>> somehow far beyond them and from a philosophical perspective this
>> may be true. The Adjuster is absolute, you are but finite. The
>> Adjuster can reveal to you only that which you are able to receive.
>> But on an intention level, those that have gained perspective
>> enough to want to learn, to want to love, to want to align
>> themselves with the Universal Father, you are on equal par with
>> your Adjuster for your Adjuster seeks to bring you to learn, to
>> lead you to love, to show you the truth. And so this partnership is
>> quite collaborative, is quite coordinated. It is a crude example to
>> explain, to symbolize such a union as a mother and father of the
>> mortal realms, to say a mother and father may birth a child and
>> each in themselves attempt to instill their perception upon their
>> child while at the same time allowing their child to grow. This is
>> how the soul grows.
>> Often the concept of inner core, the self, is thrown around in many
>> circles. What is the self, what is your inner core? Is it your
>> personality, is it your Thought Adjuster, is it the mind circuits?
>> It is all of these. There is no individual core, there is
>> collaboration. And so I will now reach the point of my lesson for
>> this evening, a lesson which Mike had no intention of perceiving
>> necessarily. He called in to be a participant and this is a
>> testament to the faith and the love and the want to share truth. I
>> would explain and I would reveal the lesson, a lesson that you all
>> know already very well but maybe a reminder is always helpful in
>> these cases. It is why we come together, to remind each other.
>> Collaboration is the key essence of the building of God the
>> Supreme, of the expression of the Trinity, of the infinity of
>> reality personified on these time-space levels.
>> You may not even be conscious of your Adjuster presence. You may
>> not even realize how much this super-consciousness collaborates
>> with you, with your personality, but we do, it does. You seek
>> spiritual maturity and as it has been stated in your Urantia Book
>> [and] has been revealed to you in many lessons; it takes only but
>> the intention to show you the path. The purpose of life, the huge
>> questions that many mortals ask and think "Well, we will never find
>> these answers." They have already found them and they have yet to
>> understand, they have yet to appreciate the values that are right
>> before their face, that are right under their fingertips. They ask
>> "What is the purpose of life?" and yet they return to their
>> families, they commune with their wives and children, they do such
>> "trivial mundane things" as perhaps watch TV or read a book or talk
>> about their days.
>> My friends, it can be this simple. This is about love. And you and
>> your Thought Adjuster, we collaborate together, we conspire
>> together. I have revealed to you the Father's plan and you have
>> accepted it and together we will create, we'll create a soul. The
>> soul is like a child that will grow and breathe and express itself.
>> It will eventually associate with others and those associations
>> will collaborate, create, grow and breathe. I am sure you
>> understand the concept of exponential realization in mathematics,
>> one plus one is two, two plus two is four, four plus four is eight,
>> and before you can even count you're in exponents, you are in
>> numbers beyond comprehension. This happens daily with you. It can
>> happen daily with you if you so invite it, if you so recognize it,
>> and if you so desire to be about this process.
>> And so now I will leave you with one last thought. What is the
>> point? You already know the point. It is to reflect this
>> understanding, to reflect this love right back to all those you
>> meet. Let the Father's will be your will. But what is the Father's
>> will? Many debate this but guess what, there is no way to
>> understand an Absolute Will but you can understand the relative
>> truth that you have matured, you have grown to understand. And once
>> you have grasped this love, this will, this way, you can reflect it
>> in your lives. You can stand back with your Adjuster, you can look
>> in the mirror and say "Let us do this!" Not let me do this, not
>> what am I going to do, how am I going to attain this? It is time to
>> open that to "How are WE going to attain this? How are WE going to
>> succeed? How are WE going to bestow this love?" Once you let that
>> into yourself, once you recognize that, well my friends, God will
>> take care of the rest. He will not let you down. He will lead you
>> forward. I will lead you forward, we will lead you forward. And
>> guess what, we are all connected. You are not on your own and even
>> you and your Adjuster are not on your own.
>> There is a circuit that has been formed in these conference calls,
>> there is a circuit that has been formed in your intention and in
>> your prayer life. You lay in bed at night, you hold your hands
>> together and you say "Father, this is what I desire, I desire to do
>> your will" and you feel maybe that you are alone in this process
>> but you are not. You are so not alone. I repeat, you are not alone.
>> All of those around you, all of those that have this intention are
>> with you right now and they will continue to be. You can recall
>> them in your memory, you can access their energy patterns, you can
>> access this circuit as you see fit as it will provide for you.
>> I invite you to readdress this, to think hard on these words, and
>> to reread the words, to listen back on this, to remind yourselves
>> for even Mike here speaking these words inspired by myself has a
>> trouble with it, a problem with it. In this situation he is willing
>> to expose his heart on his sleeve. He does not combat me to reveal
>> this, he sometimes falters and falters heavily in understanding and
>> following these words.
>> Your Master, Michael, when He was Jesus on this planet, made a
>> pronouncement to His apostles and this pronouncement was harsh. I
>> know that Mike here now speaking thinks hard on these words a lot,
>> especially recently, and I will say them now for they are in his
>> mind. When asked by His apostles why the heathens rage He said the
>> following (paraphrased): "They rage because they know not of the
>> truth." But then He explained the following: "Many of you languish,
>> many of you have a hard time with this because you know the truth
>> but you do not obey the truth." You do not obey it, you know it,
>> but it is hard. These words were harsh to the apostles. It was
>> difficult for them to perceive what the Master meant. But I will
>> tell you now quite frankly, that the Father is not harsh in this
>> pronouncement, He merely challenges. He wishes for you to take His
>> challenge. Not that it is uncomfortable or to be perceived as a
>> command "do this or else", we all know better than that of course,
>> but, it is a challenge that can you step up to obey that truth
>> which you know.
>> And it is okay to falter, do not misinterpret, it is okay to make
>> mistakes. This is experience, this is what makes you grow. It is
>> okay to make missteps. We expect this, we are with you with this,
>> we falter with you and we learn from these missteps. We fall on our
>> face, we wipe the mud from our mouth, we taste the bitterness of
>> such defeat and we can only roll onto our backs to look up at the
>> trees, the stars, the sun and laugh and say, "My Father, this was
>> awesome, this is incredible, I get it now, let's move forth, we
>> love You and we know You do not judge us." You will never be
>> judged, you will never be judged ever for your mishaps unless they
>> turn into iniquitous defy-ment, to defy the path in which you seek.
>> We do not deliberately trip, all those on this call do not
>> deliberately throw themselves into such heartache.
>> So I will take my leave now and just remind you, just to recap, you
>> are loved with patience and understanding. We collaborate with love
>> in our hearts. We are building the fabric of the finite expression
>> of God the Supreme together, and that is all the motivation you
>> need to be a light anchor, to profess and reflect this love to your
>> fellows. I love you all and I can speak for your Adjusters for they
>> are en-circuited within one circuit. You may not perceive it but
>> all of your Adjusters are with me and I speak on behalf of all of
>> them. I speak on behalf of all of your Adjusters here tonight
>> whether you are aware of it or not and I bid you an intimate, as
>> was said in the conversation before, I bid you an intimate love and
>> hug, a hug that will fill you with a vibration that is reflective
>> of the Universal Father. I now take my leave for others to use this
>> platform. Good night, God bless and farewell. We do not leave you,
>> we merely step aside to contemplate. Good night.
>> Inner Voice: [Mark] Greetings this evening, I am this one's Inner
>> Voice. As we have been discussing, what is in a name anyway? There
>> are many Mikes, there are many Marks, there are many Henrys and all
>> the others and yet we here tonight know of specific ones that we
>> attach certain personality traits and combinations to and they are
>> individual to us. So whether you refer to your Inner Guide, by
>> whatever name of your choosing, it is more a term of endearment, a
>> reference that you choose much as your parents chose your name as a
>> term of endearment although there may be many others, there is only
>> one which represents your unique combination.
>> I call you all to witness tonight that there was the discussion of
>> growing awareness and this incremental step of awareness was just
>> increased tonight. You were all graced with this demonstration of
>> faith by one who we now will refer to as Mike and his willingness
>> to cooperate, his willingness to work together with the other
>> components within and as a result we were all graced with this
>> exhibition of what it is to act and to move and to function in
>> faith. I will tell you plainly that such an exhibition as exists
>> here this evening is a rare commodity on this world indeed. There
>> are individuals who are willing to extend so far in faith as to
>> share with the outer world, their inner world, their world of
>> intimacy and privacy as was stated.
>> And so it is that I join with you all here tonight to honor this
>> passage, to acknowledge the effort which has brought about
>> potential into actual, that has transformed what was an inner
>> dialog into a dialog out in the real world, the real material world
>> that is, because all of the inner dialog that happened is certainly
>> most real. Because awareness has been augmented here this evening
>> we all have been changed, we all have been adjusted, we all have
>> grown from this experience and we will never be the same again. I
>> am grateful for the opportunity provided by this forum and I now
>> move to include even more contribution from Inner Guides and create
>> a truly spectacular offering in so doing. I would withdraw to allow
>> for even more contributions. Thank you.
>> Michael: [Mark] Greetings to all who are assembled around this
>> joyous bonfire of spirit. Truly the flames of such a fire reach so
>> far and wide that I have noticed them and desire to come and sit
>> with you around such a fire. I am Michael and where there is such
>> spirit warmth and the glow of spirit is so bright, I am drawn, like
>> the moth to the flame. I cherish times like these when such spirit
>> fruits are evident and such joy is taken in the sharing of these
>> fruits. Truly, this represents the fruition of the Father's plan,
>> of my plan for you all who are so gathered.
>> The Father provides for you the spark, the initial ember which may
>> be fanned and grown into a great flame but it is required of you
>> each that you gather the materials, that you build a proper place
>> to house such a fire and that you go through the motion and the
>> gestures required to assemble all the material so that the flame
>> may ignite and cause a great blaze. That is your mission in this
>> life, to go about gathering things to add to your fire, to create a
>> greater and greater flame and more and more light originating with
>> the Father's spark but being built and fed by you as individuals,
>> for that is the part that is your responsibility, that is the part
>> that will not be done for you. All the conditions and all the
>> materials necessary may be provided but the act of assembling and
>> building the fire is left up to you, it becomes your privilege,
>> your honor to do so.
>> Then, when you rejoice in lighting this bonfire, a collective fire
>> in which you all have gathered the materials and made it possible
>> to enjoy each others light, each others warmth and glow, then as
>> you know, wherever two or more of you are gathered, I arrive to
>> enjoy the fruits of your labor, to bask in the glow and the warmth
>> that you have made possible, to share the results of your
>> experience with you. Thank you for lighting this fire and for
>> building it so diligently, donating so many of your materials to it
>> that it lights up the night sky and proves to a universe at large
>> that you will be about this process, on your own, of assembling all
>> the necessary elements of your own choosing and of your own efforts
>> you build it and I will certainly come.
>> I have such abiding love for you all, such enduring patience while
>> you undergo all of your growth and all of your lessons. I have fore-
>> tasted your victory in time and I await your arrival by my side
>> having traversed the distance and completed the curriculum. All
>> that is left is this journey, this thing you refer to as time. And
>> so it is that you are about this journey with greater and greater
>> awareness causing greater and greater enthusiasm and there is
>> greater and greater joy and this makes my heart glad. As a parent I
>> am greatly rewarded in seeing your joy expand.
>> Thank you for your desire which brings you to this place and your
>> efforts which secures you in this place and your willingness to go
>> where spirit will lead you which is to me and to the Father. I look
>> forward to embracing you with a spiritual embrace when you have
>> arrived. In the meantime I will come to you and provide you with my
>> embrace where you are. Accept my embrace, accept my love and my
>> peace that I bring to you. It is there merely for you to accept and
>> to take. I leave you now but I never leave you, I am always there
>> with you with my hand on your shoulder as it were, by your side. My
>> peace I leave with you. Be at peace.
>> Matthew: [Mike] I perceive the hour grows late. This is Matthew, I
>> am new to this forum. I am an ascendent son on the verge of spirit
>> status, a morontia being on the very edge of graduation. I realize
>> that there is a lot for you to take in this evening but nonetheless
>> I am urged to step forward to ask to give the floor to any of those
>> that may wish to ask questions, voice concerns, or merely to just
>> exclaim their perception this evening. The floor is open, there is
>> no pressure. If you would like to speak, speak, otherwise we can
>> enjoy the stillness together.
>> Q: Matthew, have you been coming through other transmitters
>> previously?
>> Matthew: To the knowledge of Mike, I have not, I can only access
>> Mike's perception of me. I am not Matthew the midwayer who has been
>> revealed on many occasions, but I have come in Mike's stillness as
>> a volunteer. I have been serving other services beyond that of a
>> mere teacher. As you can well imagine, all those celestials who
>> wish to participate in the Urantia adventure eagerly raise their
>> hands and as being on the cusp of graduating from an elder morontia
>> to a first stage spirit, I was more than excited to participate in
>> the Urantia adventure. I revealed myself to Mike and I have been
>> elsewhere, however from this T/R's personality perspective, I am
>> unique to him and thus function as such.
>> Q: How are you? [Good, how are you.] Awesome, thank you. How is it
>> to be almost a spirit, how does it feel?
>> Matthew: Well, your question over-joys me for it reflects an
>> accomplishment, an achievement that I feel. I would bring you back
>> to your own graduation of say high school or college. You reach an
>> achievement of your studies, of your association of your peers. You
>> are on the brink of a new frontier yet you look back upon your
>> life, upon your immediate experiences and are overjoyed in your
>> achievements. This is very similar, this is a pattern, this is
>> something that you will all experience as you grow.
>> Now, unfortunately, what you call death, what we would prefer to
>> call graduation, is one of those achievements that is forcefully
>> placed upon the mortal. It is something that is not necessarily
>> welcomed, especially in the case where you are stepping into the
>> unknown. However though, it is similar, as I have stated, as your
>> educational system to realize that on the one hand you have become
>> an elder in your associations, you have reached a point of
>> understanding, of comprehension, of achievement and on the other
>> hand you embark on something profound, unknown, you are a
>> fledgeling. And so, this is how I feel. I look back on my career
>> and say, wow, what a beautiful career it has been, what a joyous
>> occasion and I look on the spirit realm, that which I barely can
>> conceive of in its totality but that which I know enough of to be
>> excited for, and think to myself, wow, to use your phrase, my God,
>> this is to come.
>> The only difference that I perceive in regards to this that you may
>> not fully comprehend in your earthly graduations is that at this
>> point in my life I have obtained wisdom enough to understand the
>> importance and significance of such a transition. Many high school
>> students that graduate to college, many college students that
>> graduate to the "working world" do not understand the significance
>> or they do in a sense that is not exemplary of such a transition.
>> But I truly understand the potentials of such a transition and in
>> my mind it can only be a pattern of understanding that will
>> eventuate in my perception of what it will be like to translate
>> from spirit to Havona, something which you can imagine and in all
>> honesty I can imagine but I don't know yet, we won't know yet. I
>> hope this helps to unify (clarify) your understanding and I
>> appreciate your questions and I honor and love your association
>> with the group that you are a part of and will open the floor to
>> more questions if there are any. [Thank you.]
>> Q: Good evening. [Yes] In my present state as a mortal I can more
>> or less visualize what a morontia being looks like but spirit is
>> somewhat void of representation to me so, what is spirit in a sense?
>> Matthew: Well my friend, you have asked a question for which I am
>> about to embark upon in many ways, however, as a morontia being and
>> as privy to many theoretical and what you would call secondary
>> experiences of spirit, I can say this, (and this is also stated in
>> your Urantia Book abstractly but it is almost as though this is the
>> extent to which it could be defined), spirit equals value. Now this
>> is hard of comprehension. You can understand, okay, a value. There
>> is a value in love, there is a value in friendship, there is a
>> value in truth, there is a value in beauty, there is a value in
>> goodness. To be about spirit, to be of spirit quite literally means
>> to exemplify such values that you have expounded, that you have
>> slowly accumulated through your life. And when I say your life I
>> use that term loosely, I do not mean your mortal life but I mean
>> your life to come, your eternal career.
>> Spirit, the spirit world, is very hard of definition to mortals for
>> even the word "world" denotes a material presence, a something of
>> location that has soil at your feet, or a perception of locality
>> that represents a state of being in association to something else.
>> Spirit however, are those things and something much more. Spirit,
>> as the only way I can explain to you, is the feeling that you
>> obtain from communion with the Father. When you are in stillness
>> with your Adjuster you need to ask this question. You need to ask
>> your Adjuster what is spirit and your Adjuster will much greatly
>> explain to you such an association for such a question will be much
>> more available personally through such an association.
>> But for anyone here who has felt love, association with another, an
>> association with a circumstance, standing on a mountain, looking at
>> a sunset, standing on a beach watching the ocean, touching a tree,
>> seeing a butterfly... perhaps you all have animals, a dog, a cat, a
>> rabbit, even a snake, a spider, you love them so. You are in
>> association with them and this is the essence of spirit, it is a
>> value. This is to the extent that I can explain to you and I hope
>> that this helps you with your question.
>> Q: Somewhat, yes and I will take your advice to confer with my
>> Adjuster. Thank you.
>> Matthew: You are most welcome, that is most encouraged for as has
>> been said many times before, your personality perception is unique,
>> it really is unique and so what is revealed to you in your
>> stillness from your Adjuster and from the spirit energies around
>> you will be unique to you. It is hard for me even as a personality,
>> even if I could tell you the blueprints of what I feel it is, even
>> though I am where I am, I cannot necessarily equivocate that to you
>> as a unique personality unto yourself. You will discover these
>> things on your own. So I encourage you and as you have agreed, go
>> into stillness, ask these things, they will be revealed unto you
>> and I wish you the most peace and love. [Thank you.]
>> I know the hour is very late and this has been a marathon session
>> so I would retreat back and step aside so that we may attempt to
>> digest the truths that have been bestowed tonight. There will be
>> plenty of opportunities especially in your stillness and this is
>> the most important part of the lesson bestowed tonight. Please,
>> please go to the Father in your stillness. You are a reservoir of
>> revelation. You possess a book, the Urantia Book. It is but an
>> epochal revelation, it is but a perception of reality. In your
>> daily stillness you can access living truth and you can perceive
>> it. Please do this for yourself and next time we can chat further
>> on this. I will now step away for I know many minds here grow
>> tired. I love you all, your Thought Adjusters love you all, but
>> more importantly, the Father stands strong in His perception of
>> you. He loves you, He understands you and He is with you every step
>> of the way. Good evening, I step aside.
>> END

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