ANSWERING THE CALL
By Herlinda Valles
The call inevitably comes to each of us. For
some, it comes like a whisper, in a voice undistinguished from
our own. Somehow we know it's a call from the Spirit, the
universal voice within us all. We have each had our calls,
individually, and as groups of individuals. We felt it through
our national pain, and as a collective throughout the world in
recognition of the pain and suffering worldwide.
It's a symmetrical irony that our pain and
suffering bind us together to help each other heal. But we know
without darkness there could be no light. We are a collective
emerging from the darkness into the spiritual Light of the
world. We have no choice but to see the Light and hear the
whisper, because it is our time for awareness. Just as the
energy of the universe changes and shifts, and time expands into
longer days, so does our soulful energy rise. It is an
inevitable reality of our spiritual evolution; that's why we
hear the whisper. Each of us knows that there is an energy
calling to us. We may theorize about it, we may have unique
philosophies or books to explain about it, but we all know it's
calling us. We need all those theories and philosophies; we need
to bring East and West, traditional ideas and anything else that
we can gather together to help us answer the call. No one needs
to be right and no one needs to be wrong, we just need to find
our way back home to who and what we really are.
There are so many wonderful messages that have
been delivered in the most unusual ways to our world just for
that purpose. How many of them are right or wrong? It matters
not if their purpose is to help us hear the whisper and heed the
call of our higher awareness. Instead, they have created
diversity among us since the beginning of time. We have moved
off the mark to join in practice with sects and cults and groups
and fellowships and ideologies that we think are winners. Rather
than uniting us, it has torn us apart. It has torn us apart as
families, as friends, as nations and as a human collective. When
all the while, in spirituality, all you need to do is open your
heart. It doesn't matter when, where, how, or with whom you do
that. It just matters that you do. The diversity of humanity has
nothing to do with spirituality unless we embrace each other for
it.
It seems there are more churches and books and
places one can go to learn about enlightenment than there ever
have been before. In fact, there is so much that we can get
mired up in all that knowledge. The ultimate reality is that
whatever knowledge we gain is without merit to the un-awakened
heart. One hears the whisper with the heart, not the head. Our
desires come from heaven; the etymology of the word
"desire" is "of the stars, or heavens", yet
in some nonsensical way we try to answer that call with our
heads. We need knowledge about how to open our minds to new ways
and means of opening our hearts. The knowledge does not make us
spiritual, it makes us only aware of knowledge that teaches us
different ways to open and understand spirit. Whether we do or
not has nothing to do with our intellect, it is a spiritual
matter. The more we open our hearts to the stillness within, the
more we learn of our selves and our spirituality from an energy
unavailable to us in our awakened, worldly consciousness. So we
learn from our heart about God, what our heads cannot
comprehend.
There has been diversity among us since the
conception of man. We are predisposed to a sense of being right
or being wrong, and I fear that is the main reason we have so
many religions and spiritual philosophies today. That's a polite
attempt at saying that our egos and sense of self attach to the
need to prove others wrong so that we can feel right. But, does
it matter who has the most members or largest congregations? It
matters only to those who are concerned with such things. For
those with a higher sense of spirit it has no relevance.
We have become very saturated with ideas, and
philosophies and theologies about a matter that addresses each
of us in it's own way. There are many ways and many places that
we can go to worship or learn how to grow spiritually, why
should we only pick one source? Why would only one be
"right?" Can you fathom the Ultimate Source of
creation as having only one source or means by which to convey
Itself to us? Nonetheless, rather than bring us together, it has
created more disturbance and confusion for many who don't
already have a spiritual direction. Spirituality abounds in so
many venues that it is nearly chaotic. We are grasping at
straws, at theories and at all we can in order to feel some
sense of belonging because we know we are being called home. We
just don't know where it is or where we should be looking for
it.
The power of the Spirit is in us and all
around us; It speaks to us in all languages and in all forms of
communication that are not restricted within the bounds of our
limited intellect and resources. Now, at this time in the
universe, our Creator speaks to us in a voice which must be
distinguished enough to silence ours. It is evident that we have
heard the call. Many are now turning to religion and to
spirituality for comfort and for answers in a troubled world.
But there are just as many who find it confusing because they
don't know where to start, or what is right. Others find it
intimidating because they know there is an invisible line one
crosses in order to reach the other side of spirituality. So, we
already have a few barriers that keep people popping in and out
of spiritual doors.
Spiritual growth and personal growth go hand
in hand, and they are remarkably intimidating. We do not
experience one without the other. Our intended purpose, as
common to so many philosophies and theologies is that we are
here to learn how to live in a higher state. A state that is
tantamount to perfect love, peace and contentment. In order to
do so, one must learn to live in a higher awareness of who we
are spiritually. To some degree that means we separate ourselves
from the world. That is a frightening and intimidating prospect
because no matter how spiritual we think we are; we still live
here in the world, this is where our attachments are. To
separate means to lose that part of our selves and that is
indeed frightening.
The more one progresses and becomes advanced
in the spiritual sense, the less attachment, or desire one has
to be attached to the world. In personal growth, progress means
the bar of human behavior is raised toward that of spiritual
integrity. We can't get away with some of the things we used to
get away with, we become more accountable for our actions and
those actions become more spiritual in nature. By spiritual I
mean closer to our true essence, where love and compassion,
truth and justice are our realities rather than our ideals. When
we consider the price that would entail, many aren't so eager to
jump on the spiritual or personal growth bandwagons. However,
each of us is able to move forward only moment by moment in the
exact and precise method and extent, to which we are able to
see, hear, feel, and understand in perfect accord with our
desire and ability.
Going back to my point about academia and
secular knowledge, not all the books in the world can make a
person more spiritual than the desire that burns within. That
desire lends an ear to the spiritual voice, and that is how we
hear the call. It is innate, it is inherent, and it has echoed
throughout the ages to us all. Yet we continue to seek ways to
hear it with our heads instead of in the stillness of our
hearts. In our busy, hurried intellectual ways we pass by the
miracles and hush the voice that holds the answer to all we look
for in life. I know, I looked for all the answers in the world
and they aren't here. They are in the silence, in the fervent
desire to know and be all that we truly are. The answers are not
revealed to the intellectual capacity of a reader, they are
found in what the heart absorbs, and more importantly how it is
reflected in the way we live our lives.
I deeply sense the pain of our humanity in a
way that connects me to that pain, and to those in pain. It
feels odd to be so overwhelmed by this sense of pain, and yet it
feels as if it could be no other way. It seems as if we must
share in our grief as well as in the joys of life. We are
connected in ways many do not understand, and at many different
levels. We cry for each other without drinking in the others
pain, and so we know only a little of compassion in the true
sense of the word. I am not saying that I have reached an
enlightened sense of compassion. What I am saying is that we all
feel each other to some degree, just as we feel the energy of
the earth and the creator. However you want to define that, it
spells the same thing, we are all one with each other and one
with the Ultimate Source of God.
This is a time in our evolution when we need
to be brazenly reminded about our unity. We have lingered in
diversity for far to long now. It is time for us to recall who
we are, and why we are here. There may be many ways to say it
and just as many to argue against it, but I believe we are here
to learn how to unite again. We are here to unite with our true
spirit self, with our brothers and sisters, and with the essence
of our creator, God, so that our unity may propel us towards a
higher way of living.
This is a time to look at all philosophies, to
embrace all religions, to honor all theories and paths that lead
to God, and to peace, no matter how different they may be from
our finite views. No one needs to be right any more than anyone
needs to be wrong. Just as each of us has unique worldly
talents, so we also have spiritual gifts to offer each other. We
all have a duty to extend the hand of helpfulness to our fellow
seekers, to share our gifts and our light among those in the
dark, and to give love to those who need it the most. We are all
being called to this Higher Awareness so that we can remember
who we really are. How we answer that call is a unique
experience between our selves and God, and how we choose to
share that with the universe.
Herlinda is co-founder of iManna, a
solution-based living philosophy offering Personal &
Spiritual Growth, Addiction Recovery, and Prayer &
Meditation programs. These innovative programs are taught
through taped lectures, reflective workbooks, and experiential
meditations. She presents lectures, workshops and intuitive,
spiritual consultations via www.imanna.cc
and throughout the
greater Milwaukee area. iManna Post Office Box 345
Brookfield, WI 53008-0345 (262) 821-8001
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